Worry

i've always been of the philosophy that if there was something i couldn't change, then it wasn't worth worrying about. that has worked great for the majority of my life, until my wife got pregnant.

now, there exist Important Things that are Out Of My Control. and i hate that.

what if the pregnancy doesn't stick? sure we got pregnant the with our first kid easier than a dress falls off of a drunk girl on prom, but why did it take us so long and so much practice for the second kid this time around? what if the kid isn't healthy? not that i minded the extra practice.......but after a while you start to worry about Things. Important Things.

for some reason, maybe because i hadn't gone thru nursing skool for the first kid, i was less worried. now, however, as a graduate of nursing skool, i know more now about what can go wrong, and therefore-i worry more.

maybe ignorance really is bliss.